FYI, I graduated last month, FINALLY. I'd been studying and enjoying during the 3 years college time. I learned a lot in this 3 years, not just about the study but also humanity. Living in a small town for 17 years where there's not drama happened, then left that small town move to a big city for study after 17 years had became a difficulty. New people, new city, new social life. Im scared and calm at the same time when I started my college life because I had my elder sister studied at Penang too so she can accompanied me sometimes, but I knew I can't always rely on her, I need to grow up, but Im scared. If I can't make friends? If I cannot fit in the new life? Thank god I had two-girls-but-soon-to-be-friends whose came from the small town and even shared the same high school with me. We had different dreams but thank god again we were in a same class for the first year where everyone learned basic things like drawings and language class before chasing their dreams in the second year. We sat together learned things together. Shortly after few weeks we get new friends and slowly separated into different groups. I have my new friend who almost like my twins (personality). We love Jpop when nobody cares about it, we adored japanese fashion, we love Angelababy when only few peoples knew about her during that time; we had the same hobbies and interest.
Soon after we two almost fitted into the other classmates, drama happened. Rumors and gossip about some classmates spread around the class and even the whole college made me realized that the social life between small town and big city were totally different. People can be good in front of you but talks bad about you at your back where I never experienced before. I felt sad about it, I don't know why people have to talk bad to other people so that they will feel they are the best and others are shit. Why you must acting like a dick/bitch? Why not living in a peace and harmony situation?
Humans are weird living creatures. That's my solution.
Soon and soon I get more friends and we stick together whenever we go. We learned together, laughed together sharing things together. The first year in college was the most enjoyed time ever.
Y.Hong, Michelle, me and Sandra
Then I got a chance to move in to the same room with my hometown friend where we getting closer and closer. Living with friends are awesome especially when they really care about you.
I moved out from that hostel after few months because the room was too small for me especially when Im start learning fashion design. I need more space to put my sewing machine and dummy. It's been hard for me because I really enjoyed living with them.
Got a new room with classmates in new and bigger space. Drama happened around our house after few month. We need to move out, I chose to rent a room with mother's friend house and live alone where I quite enjoyed after that. Live alone, eat alone (sometimes), ride bus alone, walk back alone. That's a part of growing up.
During the study life in fashion department, dramas never go off. I was pissed at the first time but soon I get used to it. There has a chinese idiom said "Left ear goes in, right ear come out".
BUT FINALLY I finish my final project and had a graduation showcase successfully.
My collection with my classmates.
end of story.