Graduated

Hello again!

FYI, I graduated last month, FINALLY. I'd been studying and enjoying during the 3 years college time. I learned a lot in this 3 years, not just about the study but also humanity. Living in a small town for 17 years where there's not drama happened, then left that small town move to a big city for study after 17 years had became a difficulty. New people, new city, new social life. Im scared and calm at the same time when I started my college life because I had my elder sister studied at Penang too so she can accompanied me sometimes, but I knew I can't always rely on her, I need to grow up, but Im scared. If I can't make friends? If I cannot fit in the new life? Thank god I had two-girls-but-soon-to-be-friends whose came from the small town and even shared the same high school with me. We had different dreams but thank god again we were in a same class for the first year where everyone learned basic things like drawings and language class before chasing their dreams in the second year. We sat together learned things together. Shortly after few weeks we get new friends and slowly separated into different groups. I have my new friend who almost like my twins (personality). We love Jpop when nobody cares about it, we adored japanese fashion, we love Angelababy when only few peoples knew about her during that time; we had the same hobbies and interest.

That's Michelle.

Soon after we two almost fitted into the other classmates, drama happened. Rumors and gossip about some classmates spread around the class and even the whole college made me realized that the social life between small town and big city were totally different. People can be good in front of you but talks bad about you at your back where I never experienced before. I felt sad about it, I don't know why people have to talk bad to other people so that they will feel they are the best and others are shit. Why you must acting like a dick/bitch? Why not living in a peace and harmony situation?

Humans are weird living creatures. That's my solution.

Soon and soon I get more friends and we stick together whenever we go. We learned together, laughed together sharing things together. The first year in college was the most enjoyed time ever.

Y.Hong, Michelle, me and Sandra

Then I got a chance to move in to the same room with my hometown friend where we getting closer and closer. Living with friends are awesome especially when they really care about you.  

I moved out from that hostel after few months because the room was too small for me especially when Im start learning fashion design. I need more space to put my sewing machine and dummy. It's been hard for me because I really enjoyed living with them.
Got a new room with classmates in new and bigger space. Drama happened around our house after few month. We need to move out, I chose to rent a room with mother's friend house and live alone where I quite enjoyed after that. Live alone, eat alone (sometimes), ride bus alone, walk back alone. That's a part of growing up.

During the study life in fashion department, dramas never go off. I was pissed at the first time but soon I get used to it. There has a chinese idiom said "Left ear goes in, right ear come out".
BUT FINALLY I finish my final project and had a graduation showcase successfully.

My collection with my classmates.

If you ask whether I will miss my college life? I'll definitely said YES I WILL. I will miss the happiest time, the craziest moment we shared, because I don't know I can have these types of friends after I work. The social life between must be more complicated than ever. I will miss my friends because Im not sure we still can keep in touch with each other. We never know what will going to be in the future.

end of story.

I Got A Boy

There and back again

Hello people.

I broke my promise where I had stated that I will update my blog frequently during few months back.

Just left two days and it will be a brand new year, 2013, sounds fresh and stress to me. Last 3 months to fight for my final project which I need to produce 4 outifts(casual, cocktail, evening and bridal) plus photography, report, illustration, VM . . .

Year 2012 means a lot to me where

- I got my first(had been stolen) and second smartphones

- I got my first adidas shoe which my mom bought from Italy

- I learnt fashion styling and photography.

- tried dipdye using hair chalk .It was fun when doing it,result was good but irritated when washing my hair.

- I work as Intern student in a bridal shop.

- I get my real dipdye hair.

- I start to DIY my stuff like shoe,jacket,accessories... My latest DIY is the galaxy print shoe,I had posted    the result above.

- I bought creeper shoes

- I obsessed with studs,dipdye/rainbow hair and galaxy print.

- I start using Hada Labo products and now it had already been a part of my life.

- Lana Del Rey and Cara Delevingne becoming my muses.

- I thought I can attend 2NE1 concert but had been cancelled two weeks before the concert.

- I celebrating my 20th birthday at 12.12.12 .

Happy New Year.

You Only Live Once

finally owned a dip-dye hair!!!!

Bad things happens

It's been a month since the last post. Many things happened in my life during the month I'd been hiatus.Good things,bad things..

Im working fine during my internship, get lots of commissions (Yay!). We are doing good, no arguing or fighting happen. So, 6 weeks more and im back to college!

I had been doing some D.I.Y. during my internship.

 Took my unused necklace and put safety pins on!

bought a loafer in 29.9 in Taiping and bought studs at Campbell Street,Penang to make it more stylish!

There's a incident happened when I bought studs at Campbell Street.

 I went there alone , I kept looking at shop signs cause I looking for a shoe shop call Guang Ming which my classmate said they are selling studs. So in front of me was a chinese skinny guy with tan skin approaching me. He call me politely, he wanted to go a place which near Komtar but his car was broke down and his cellphone was out of credit so he need a phone to call his friends to help him. He asked a phone from me, so I lend to him. After the call, he said he need to go to his car to take something and he ask me to stay at ground to wait him but I refused. I followed him to the outdoor carpark where his car was parked. He returned my phone to me. We had a small talk then he asked me to lend him phone again to call his friend for the second time, so I did. Before he phoned to his friend, he asked me to wait at the entrance of carpark to wait him. I thought the only way out in this carpark is the place I was standing at so I said ok. I saw him walked to the back. After a minute, I felt he a bit suspect so I walk to the back part of carpark. An indian man who working at the carpark told me he saw the man walk to a lorong. I follow the lorong where the indian man showed me and found out is an street.I was thinking that "is he a thief?" when I walked back to carpark. I asked the Indian man where the chinese man's cark was parked and he answered me that he didn't park his car in this car park. My heart stop for a second!

 "I think he robbed my phone." said by me to the Indian man. He was shocked and ask me to lend a phone from the indian man's boss. I phoned my phone.

NOBODY ANSWERED.

So I 100% sure he robbed my phone. I quickly phoned to my dad and told him the accident.

" Why you so naive? You should't lend anything to stranger." dad

 Me in a big sigh. 

The head of that parking lot told me many robbing case happened in this street. "If you yell we can catch him." he said. He think the man was my friend at first.

In chinese said 好心没好报. Means when you did something you think is good but there is nothing good in return.

I learned a lesson . 

NEVER LEND ANYTHING TO A STRANGER!!

A big thanks to the uncle who lend his phone to me and try to comfort me. He also used the walkie talkie  announced my case to the whole street to help me catch the robber. But still, he ranaway.

Fuck you, you son of a bitch !!

You will going to hell when you die!!!!!